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'Neath the Tree [Redux]
"Dear Sir," saith she, "why dost thou cry
Hiding thine face 'neath the Tree of Death?
For the beast, good Sir, be long gone
An nary a singular trace be left."
"I long to die mine final tyme
Hiding mine face 'neath the Tree of Death
For that beast, long gone, hath tortured me
An from me mine love he hath bereft."
He proceeded to tell his terrible tale
Hiding his face 'neath the Tree of Death
The beast, it seemeth, hath smote his love
An with him proceeded to water's depth.
An here doth our tale reach its grisly end
Deep within the water's depth
The beast, you see, did dine upon his love
An of him nary a piece be left.
"And this," he spake, "is why I hide
Breathing my last 'neath the Tree of Death:
The beast, you see, is humanity
And I, a mere ghost of hope bereft..."
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The Amnesia Center
Those who refuse to learn from the past are doomed to repeat it.
Good motto, but it's not ours.  Here, at the Amnesia Center, our motto is “If the past is too painful, leave it in the past.”  Thanks to medical breakthroughs, we've developed a treatment method which allows any specific memory to be erased – it's like it never happened.  (Side effects are rare and may include unintended loss of other memories from that time period.)
In theory, it's a system which works well.  In other cases...
Take, for example, my next patient.  He's been in every three or four months, always for the same request.  “I found someone,” he'd say, his voice shaking, “but it isn't meant to be...”  The curious thing is, since we have to examine the individual memories to ensure we're targeting the correct one, we can determine that it's the same person every time.
Imagine that!  He's been in since the center opened a couple year
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Untitled Freeflow 7
Lost within hoping for love hoping for more desiring feeling reaching unable to touch to comfort to love and oh you deserve to be loved by not be one so profane as me but no one else loves you you proclaim and I offer to be that one who can be there for you but I am imperfect too imperfect to soil you with my bloodstained hands my hands which have the sweat of years and the stains of tears upon them you are perfect precious like a flower in the first rays of the morning's sun and I should not can not will not be with you but I can love you worship you from afar even if you know I am here your place cannot be here you do not belong to me and never will for you are too perfect for one such as me and when I stop pretending even I know it...
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Kangoku no Ikari
Why do you see me
Some strange worthless being
Beast of burden
Soulless slave
Tied to existence by your yoke
The clock is my chain
Held against my will
Longing for freedom
Desperately afraid of freedom
I rage against my cage
I cannot break free
I see the truth
Hovering just beyond my reach
Calling, taunting
Tantalizingly teasing
Torturing my soul as I lay here
No will of my own
No mind of my own
Destined to bow and scrape
Dancing attendence on the unworthy
A leash of cold iron
I cannot break it
I cannot fight it
To all eyes I serve willingly
A fake smile plastered on
Never allowed to show
The tears I cry inside...
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Trapped within
Solace and solitude
A sanctuary of ice
A prison of frost
Dying by inches
The sharp chilly blades
I reach out to break through
Sliced open
Laid bare
I turn to rime
My breath as Zephirus's
My body changes
My hands grow cold
Clear as ice
I cannot bleed
I am too cold
The ice spreads
My hair becomes icicles
My eyes frost diamonds
There is no other feeling
Only the cold
The frigid death of the tundras
I awake with a scream
Cold sweat covers me
I rub my hands beneath the blanket
Trying to bring warmth back
Afraid to look
Afraid to see them tinged blue
The ice is real
And I remain
Trapped within...
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Before I drew breath
How many mirrors shattered in my name?
Thousands of refracted nightmares
Millions of splinters of silvered glass
Take root in my heart, my soul
Defining my life, decrying my hopes
Punished ere I was born
Seven years never felt so long
The pain, misery, loneliness
Brief reprieves in the torturous walk
The light shines briefly
Reflecting off the shard
A kaleidoscope of color and wonder
Before it all disappears
And I return to the faceless darkness
Hidden from myself
Hidden from my fate
Hidden from the ill luck
Which defines who I am
Who I was
Who I will become
Never to feel love eternal
Never to feel hope eternal
Always cursed to be trapped within
Looking out on those who reap the rewards
Of not being accursed
Of not being a plague
Those, out there, never unloved
Their lives are golden
Their love is eternal
Their happiness is overflowing
It pains me to see, to hear, to feel
For a moment, I'd say
For a moment of their joy, love, lives
I would give anything for just an
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Akari no Kurushimi
Yami no hogoku
Darkness which gives sanctuary
Hiding mine face
Hiding me from my fears
The face I show the world
Is a front, a facade
A mask in the masquerade of life
And may the midnight hour never come
A gloom of solace
A guarded shadow
The darkness of my own heart
Hidden within
Fearing the Light
For the Light reveals all
For the Light brings pain
Akari no kurushimi
Hate for hate's sake
I shun this truth
This light
I hide my face from it
I seek to avoid its cruel gaze
I tell myself that I shall remain
Faceless, nameless
Is it but a cruel thesis?
Am I confusing anonymous desires
With the need to protect myself?
If I cannot feel
Then I cannot be hurt
If I cannot be found
Then I cannot be attacked
If I do not exist
Then no suffering can exist for me
Lying to myself
Even when I can't lie to others
Hiding my face from myself
I have become my own enemy
I have become what I fear most
Now I am the one bringing
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Untitled Freeflow 6
Anger betrayal the loss the pain the suffering was any of it ever real or was it forever to be just a distant thought a hope a fond wish beyond the veil of consciousness within the darkest reaches of my heart my soul longing for you never to find you never to see you only to forever be lost and lonely hidden from myself hidden from my truth lying to myself when I would never lie to any but myself because I loved you without you ever knowing ever believing always thinking me a friend just a friend nothing more nothing less lost to the lies of friendship stuck forever outside seeing you inside happy and loving and I am happy for you but is my happiness for you or for where you are would I be happier for you with me I will always wish that could be me there kissing you loving you being with you but I am forever trapped outside just another friend...
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Sora tossed and turned in his sleep, the sheets half covering his body, his leg hanging off the edge and an arm wedged between the bed and the wall.
He was dreaming, a bad dream perhaps, he was mumbling something...
He was mumbling Riku... Why Riku? Why was he dreaming about Riku?
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"Where am I?" he said, looking around for some sign of life.  "Why am I here?"
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Dear FunkyFlea:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but you're a loser. I think I realized it when I changed tennis shoes in your camping car and I saw you sit on Bill Clinton. I'm sure you're senile enough to understand that Extreme House Makeover sucks. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I will tell the authorities about the incarnation as an eskimo.

Good luck on your short-term leave from jail,


Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

-Your name-
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

The bottom line is: Live, Love, Learn. Just do those things, and you'll survive.
  • Listening to: Silence, for once.
  • Reading: My programming textbook.
  • Watching: Dead Like Me (just not right this second)
  • Playing: City of Heroes -- and fanatically so
  • Eating: Nada
  • Drinking: Vault. Nectar of the Gods, tis.


Mychyl Kime
Artist | Professional | Literature
United States
Current Residence: 13h Level of Hel (aka Tucson, AZ)
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL
Favourite genre of music: Pop (but I like every almost kind -- except country)
Favourite photographer: n/a
Favourite style of art: shounen-ai/yaoi for visual, sword+sorcery for written
Operating System: Win7
MP3 player of choice: If it works, I'm good. (Current App/Program:: Spotify // Current Device:: my Galaxy S3)
Shell of choice: Uhm.. chocolate?
Wallpaper of choice: Any cute shounen-ai/yaoi or similar qualities (currently using OHSHC, FMA, YGO, and a couple others)
Skin of choice: As above (currently using a random bishie skin)
Favourite cartoon character: Beastboy!!! (Anime, however... most any shibby bishie will do, with my faves being numerous)
Personal Quote: Darkness Within, Mirrored Without


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FunkyFlea Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2010
JasaniSinestre Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2010  Professional Writer
Maybe I am... maybe I am... ;P
FunkyFlea Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2010
How have you been m'dear?
JasaniSinestre Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2010  Professional Writer
I've been dead, but I got better.

And you? :3
murasaki-rose Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the favs! ^_^
Acid844 Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2007  Hobbyist General Artist
I liked your work too much to pass up the chance to :+devwatch: I do quite hope that you post more of your immaculate literature.
FunkyFlea Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2007
I remember you from when I first joined and I see your usie pop up in my deviationsss.
How are you?
Andremis Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2007
MUWAHAHAHA Comment back ^^
Xiangcao-Swyong Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2007  Student Traditional Artist
You be friended a good friend of mine^^
so i hope you don't um...mind if i add you..^^;
ryusuke-uchiha Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2007
hello person I don't know that befriended me, lol XD
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